11 Ağustos 2010 Çarşamba

daha şiirsel bir veda olamazdı...

dearest,
i feel certain that i am going mad again:
i feel we can't gothrough another of these terrible times.
and i shan't recover this time.
i begin to hear voices, and cant concentrate.
so i am doing what seems the best thing to do.
you have given methe greatest possible happiness.
you have been in every way all that anyone could be.
i don't think twopeople could have been happier till this terrible disease came.
i can't fight it any longer, i know that i am spoiling your life, that without me you could work.
and you will i know.
you see i can't even write this properly.
i can't read.
what i want to say is that i owe all the happiness of my life to you.
you have been entirely patient with me & incredibly good.
i want to say that-everybody know it.
if anyboy could have saved me it would have been you.
everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness.
i can't go on spoiling your life any longer.
i don't think two people could have been happier than we have been.

Virginia Woolf'un ölmeden önce onun için büyük fedakarlıklar yapmış olan kocası Leonard'a veda notudur...

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